CONFESSION

What is happening to me?. Today we were attacked they took Andre away 
from me and no fear or though was bigger than only one wish: do not 
hurt him, please, do not hurt him.

My life does not mean anymore  but his does, more than anything this 
feeling was always with me, this need to save him , I felt that 
before,  always so strong. Nothing, nothing is more important, not 
even Fersen,  not even me, I just care for Andre , for him no one 
else. Nothing will ever touch him again,  not to  my companion, my 
hero... What are you saying Oscar? Is that love, this need to be near  
him,  to follow him, .................. so say it Oscar say it once 
for all........

I am in love with Andre

With all what he is  , and now what will I do ? tell him?
I do not have to, he might know it already. Is me the one who don `t 
realize it. He knows, he knew that this day , this moment will come 
to me . He has so much faith in me, in his love the most truthful 
gift, from you my merciful God....

I am begging you, give me the opportunity, it can not be late, all 
this years, I have to face him, as I have faced myself like I never 
did before. His name enclose all  my life,  is so simple, so clear. 
This sudden happiness, I recognize this feeling this quiet peace .

He must know it from me  God, I have got the chance to say it,  may 
be my last chance . If it be on my hand  I will create an endless and 
ageless time just for me and him, our beginning, let me achive our 
beginning, let  me  keep  forever  by  my  side  the  only  treasure... 
I have...